On most days, landscape painter Wade Hoefer, 65, retreats with his Bernese mountain dog, Pluto, to a restored 1880 studio behind Soda Rock Winery in the Alexander Valley. Widely collected, his work has been shown in galleries around the world. Lately, he’s been working on incorporating spices such as turmeric, curry and cayenne into his work.
THEN: Born on a naval base in Long Beach
NOW: Lives in Calistoga with his partner, Henriette Steinrueck, who is the tasting room manager at Castello di Amorosa winery.
WHEN VISITORS HAPPEN ON HIS STUDIO: “That kind of comes with the territory, even if sometimes it’s a minor annoyance. Some people come over and they’ve had too much to drink and they’re frolicking around and I’m trying to get work done.”
PAST LIFE: Vineyard manager and landscape architect at Clos du Bois winery in Geyserville (1981-1991).
WHEN HE’S NOT PAINTING: Likely found in his Calistoga garden, which he describes as “green, gray and white” with olives, privet hedges, star jasmine and potato vines.
INSPIRATION TO PAINT WITH SPICES: In 2010, “in the village in Spain where I was working, every Monday morning they had a market and this Moroccan guy would set up a big table of spices in perfect pyramids. And every day I would go by and say, ‘What can I do with these spices?’ They’re very textural, very physical. They look like slabs or objects. … they really hark back to the earth.”
THE LIGHT IN SONOMA COUNTY: “I like it when it’s transitional, when you don’t know if it’s coming up or going down. It’s timeless.”
A variety of sheep at Pozzi Ranch located on the hills overlooking the town of Bodega. (Erik Castro / For The Press Democrat)
As spring approaches, the rolling green hills of Sonoma County are alive with sheep grazing on early grasses. They wear their lush winter coats, thick pelts of beautiful warm wool that have protected them from the season’s chill.
Soon they will be shorn, just as sheep have been for countless North Bay springs. For decades, the wool didn’t see much of a life after it left the sheep. Most of it ended up in landfill, at a cost to the rancher, or back on the ranch, to be used as mulch and for erosion control. A bit was sold on the open wool market, but fetched such paltry sums that it was barely worth the effort it took to sell it.
That began to change in 1993, when Joe Pozzi of Pozzi Ranch in Bodega founded PureGrow Wool.
“When a friend asked what I did with my wool,” Pozzi recalled, “I was taken by surprise. My sheep are raised for meat and their wool has medium-length fibers, which are not used for clothing.”
Dryer balls and a dish drying mat by Sonoma Wool Company at Pozzi Ranch located on the hills overlooking the town of Bodega. (Erik Castro / For The Press Democrat)
But the inquiring friend was interested in making bedding, pillows, comforters and mattresses. Pozzi’s wool was ideal and PureGrow Wool, based on the same humane, environmentally thoughtful practices that guide Pozzi’s ranching, was born. Today Pozzi produces about 84,000 pounds of PureGrow Wool a year from about 14,000 sheep, both his own flock and from local ranches and those throughout the Pacific Northwest.
Pozzi sends the wool to Texas for processing, first to a scouring mill where it is washed, and then to a carding mill, where it is combed, straightened and rolled into what are called bats: freshly cleaned sheaves of wool ready to be used. The process is simple and mechanical; it uses none of the chemicals of industrial processing that strips natural lanolin from the wool and accounts for its reputation as being itchy.
Some of the wool returns home to Sonoma Wool Company in Valley Ford, where it is used in a line of products that include dog toys, dish-drying mats and dryer balls (balls of wool that fluff your clothes and reduce drying time).
Pozzi uses a Texas facility because cleaning wool takes a lot of water, too scarce a commodity in California for large-scale wool processing. Yet there is a renaissance of small-scale wool processing in the Golden State and its heart, its nexus, resides in the hamlet of Valley Ford, where the Valley Ford Mercantile & Wool Mill opened last August to instant success.
“We barely had time to get our feet wet,” said Casey Mazzucchi, who grew up on a nearby sheep ranch and founded the mill with his business partner, Ariana Strozzi. Within weeks, the mill was filled with wool from two dozen clients.
Interest in local wool rose as the sheep’s-milk cheese industry here found a lucrative niche and the diversity of sheep breeds broadened. Also, as the mantra of sustainable farming has deepened, farmers have sought ways to make use of and benefit from their wool.
Casey Mazzucchi at his Valley Ford Mercantile and Wool Mill in Valley Ford, California with Rose, his 3-month-old pet Horned Dorset sheep. (Erik Castro / For The Press Democrat)
Mazzucchi oversees the processing, from the moment the wool comes in the door until it is ready to be transformed into goods. Strozzi develops products from wool from their flock of sheep, making mattress pads, comforters, pillows and mattresses, with more items soon to come.
Deborah Walton of Canvas Ranch in Two Rock, west of Petaluma, was the mill’s first customer. After establishing her ranch in 2001 and at first using wool from her Olde English Babydoll Southdown sheep as mulch, Walton slowly entered the wool business, initially making pillows and small comforters.
At first she sent her wool to the Yolo Wool Mill in Woodland, one of the few in California, but eventually switched to a mill in Michigan that offered a better price, even with shipping costs factored in. Now that there is a local option, Walton is expanding her products, with beautiful table runners, full-size comforters, vests, felted items and more.
Mimi Luebbermann of Windrush Farm in southern Petaluma has produced wool from her animals since 1995. Currently, she has Corriedale cross and Shetland sheep and alpacas. Luebbermann still uses the Yolo mill, as it produces roving, the long, narrow bundles of fiber preferred by spinners (Luebbermann’s primary customers). Her animals produce wool that ranges from white, gray and light brown to chocolate and true black, from the Shetlands. She also uses natural materials to dye her wool, which she sells at the Marin County Farmers Market in San Rafael on Sundays. She’s waiting, she said, to see if the new mill will produce roving.
If the Valley Ford mill’s first season is any indication, demand will continue to grow as more sheep ranchers take advantage of having a mill close to home, and with customers eager for another local product. Looking at the enormous barn, where wool covers nearly every surface and bags of it are stacked almost to the ceiling, it is easy to imagine that the need for more space will come sooner rather than later.
Rumors swirled Tuesday night after word that Chef Douglas Keane’s DK Wings eatery in the Graton Resort and Casino had been boarded up.
Keane has confirmed the closure, and the restaurant’s logo on the casino’s website has been removed from the Marketplace page.
The fried chicken wing and pickle bar was a creative concept from the former Cyrus chef, opening in early November. Early reviews from Keane fans were positive, but Yelpers didn’t seem quite as enthusiastic. Both Keane and partner Nick Peyton (who still have the successful HBG Bar in Healdsburg) were working the lines and hawking wings almost daily, leading BiteClub to wonder if the strain of churn-and-burn at such a high-traffic spot was ultimately too much.
Keane did not return phone calls or messages. BiteClub wishes Keane and his staff the best.
A surprise closure in downtown Santa Rosa. Five-year-old Rendez Vous Bistro, owned by restaurateur Nino Rabbaa, has closed. Apparently the space will undergo a concept change and renovation, but a reopen date for the high-profile space is unclear.
In a Facebook post, Rabbaa explained the changes…
Dear Friends of Rendez Vous Bistro,
As you can see, the era of Rendez Vous Bistro has come to an end. This bistro was founded five years ago to bring a little Paris flair to Sonoma County and offer a new concept to the community; to create a space where families and friends rendezvous and linger into the night.
Over these past five years, Rendez Vous Bistro has evolved to be part of a greater company, Soco Hospitality Group, with a bigger mission dedicated to making Santa Rosa an attractive destination to food and wine lovers. Now that these a doors are closed for a new vision we hope you will share in the excitement and anticipation during our total renovation. When we re-open, this will be something greater, something new, and of course, delicious!
This is an exciting year so please follow us on Facebook for details and latest developments! And sneak peeks of new locations and new concepts will be revealed soon, don’t you worry!
Meanwhile, a third restaurant, Flipside Steakhouse & Sports Bar(in the former Rita’s space on Calistoga Road) is slated for a Jan. 20 opening. Insiders say they’ve seen staff at restaurant supply stores recently, and several pictures of the new interior are on their website. Expect pool tables and big screens on the bar side.
Rabbaa also announced that Flipside Brewery in Rohnert Park (previously Latitude) will open this spring.
Flipside, the burger bar on Third St. in Santa Rosa remains open.
Charlie Palmer and the Dry Creek Kitchen chefs at the Pigs & Pinot preview at Mark Pasternak’s Devil’s Gulch Ranch.
Charlie Palmer’s annual Pigs & Pinot (March 21-22, 2014) event is one of the hottest tickets in Wine Country each year. And tickets, we hear, often sell out in a matter of minutes. So get your clicking finger ready.
Featured winemakers: CIRQ, Domain Pierre Gelin, Roth, Rochioli and Pyramid Valley Vineyards.
Among the P&P offerings are luxe stays at the Hotel Healdsburg and tickets to some or all of the events. Prices start at $1,633.55 (for two) and go up to a mega-grande $25,000 (with eight tickets for each event and some primo access to Chef Palmer and bottles of all the featured wines.)
If you’re on a tighter budget, most of the events are offered a la carte, including…
– Taste of Pigs & Pinot (Friday from 6:30 to 9pm), $175
– Tournament of the Pig (Saturday, 10:30am to 12:30pm), $125
– Ultimate Pinot Smackdown (Saturday, 1-3pm), $125
The gala dinner and Swine and Wine Dinner are open to package guests only.
Of course, this isn’t just all a ridiculous eat and drink fest. The event is a fundraiser for Share our Strength’s No Kid Hungry Campaign, full scholarships to the CIA and Sonoma State’s Wine Program, The Healdsburg Education Foundation, Children of Sonoma Vineyard Workers Scholarships and a whole lot more (including sending a local cheerleading team to the national championships…awwww).
Want to see some pix of the Pigs & Pinot preview at Mark Pasternak’s Devil’s Gulch Ranch? Yes, you do. Cause it includes some tasty pix of pork.
We love us some Cropmobstering. Can you help out this Thursday, Jan 16?
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Help Farm to Pantry and Slow Harvestglean 2000 lbs of tangerines for hunger relief! We invite YOU to join in on the gleaning fun in Forestville, this Thursday at 9AM! In two hours, we’ll glean gorgeous tangerines ready for consumption and then deliver them to hunger relief organizations throughout Sonoma County.
OUR GOAL: Last week we soared well above 1000 lb of gleaned tangerines. We now aim to double this and reach our 2000 lb goal! But to accomplish this we need inspired volunteers to join us. That means you! And we’d be both honored and grateful if you’d join us.
Farm to Pantry and Slow Harvest will be joining forces this upcoming Thursday morning. All fruit gleaned is distributed primarily, but not exclusively to The Redwood Gospel Mission, Graton Day Labor Center, Food for Thought food bank and The Living Room. As more and more volunteers are willing to distribute, our outreach is getting even greater. Last week one half of our glean went to help Seniors who may be living on fixed and/or low incomes. Incredible!
We hope to see you there!
Contact: If you would like to volunteer to take part in gleaning tangerines, please RSVP Susan Kralovec at Farm to Pantry: westcounty@farmtopantry.org
Location Details and Instructions: Additional details will be provided upon RSVP. Depending on the volume harvested, we may need a hand distributing these tangerines around town. Wear layers, gloves, boots; bring water and some clippers if you have them, and join the easy conversation, as we pick beautiful tangerines.
At Warnecke Ranch near Windsor, Alice Warneck Sutro and her husband, Eliot Sutro on a rock overlooking the Russian River on the edge of the property (photo by Chris Hardy)
John Carl Warnecke designed the South Terminal at Logan International Airport in Boston, the Hart Senate Office Building in Washington D.C., the master plan for UC Santa Cruz, and major projects in Asia, Europe, the South Pacific and the Middle East.
But the peripatetic visionary who most famously designed the gravesite for President John F. Kennedy in Arlington National Cemetery, and who at one time headed the largest and most diverse architectural firm in the world, considered home base a 245-acre ranch along the Russian River on Chalk Hill that had been in his family for a century.
Here, starting in 1960, “Jack” Warnecke carved out a singular family compound for his four children that paid careful respect to the land. And while his work took him all over the world, Warnecke would always come home to his “special place on the river” to power down, as well as to welcome his many associates, clients and friends, a wide, eclectic and influential circle that including Sen. Ted Kennedy, the Grateful Dead and the first delegations of Russian and Chinese architects to come to the United States.
He also envisioned this spot, with its striking vistas of mountain ranges and one of the best steelhead and smallmouth bass fishing holes on the Russian River, as a rural getaway and salon for the best and brightest minds in the world of architecture, preservation, urban planning and the arts.
It was a place both casual and refined, where Warnecke and his second wife, Grace Kennan McClatchy, the daughter of diplomat George Kennan, would canoe and ride horses, serve barbecue or sip Russian vodka while engaging in erudite conversations by candlelight.
The heart of the ranch is the 60 acres of riverfront land he inherited from his maternal grandfather, George Esterling, who purchased it in 1911. Over the years, Warnecke acquired neighboring ranches to create a vast retreat, situated on a 1-mile U-turn of the river that creates a private, hidden valley. It is also within or surrounded by the Alexander Valley, Chalk Hill, Knights Valley and Russian River Valley viticultural areas.
Three years after his death in 2010 at age 91, Warnecke’s heirs are of a single mind to preserve the ranch as he left it, including 70 acres of vineyards, and to move forward his dream of making the ranch available as a recharging station for artists. They’ve already created the Chalk Hill Artist Residency, setting aside an old farmhouse with nearby studio space for select artists and composers to spend two weeks to two months on a special project, drawing inspiration from the land.
“He knew we all loved it and it was going to be in good hands,” said Fred Warnecke who, at 60, is the youngest of the architect’s four children. “He had set up all these plans and long-term goals of things he’d love to see happen. That was a great outline for us to proceed.”
A landscape architect, Fred now lives full time on the ranch. He once spent idyllic summers roughing it in platform tents set up beside the Brick House, a family lodge for dining and recreation with 14-foot ceilings, wide oak-plank floors and a big porch overlooking the river.
His daughter, Alice Warnecke Sutro, 29, an artist, lives in a cottage on the ranch with her architect husband, Eliot, and helps to manage her grandfather’s land and legacy alongside her aunt, Margo Warnecke Merck.
“We all grew up here in the summer and that’s how we all just fell in love and got our passion for the ranch. It was like an amazing summer camp,” said Merck, who for years helped manage her father’s firm out of New York after receiving a master’s degree in architecture from Columbia University.
It was her brother, Rodger, who brought her back to Sonoma County in 1996, and whose struggles with mental illness inspired a key component of the Chalk Hill Artist Residency program.
A gifted artist, Rodger was recognized as “the next Frank Stella” while attending the prestigious Phillips Academy in Andover, Mass. Stella was a celebrated minimalist and post-painterly abstract artist and Andover alumnus. But Rodger’s promising career imploded during his first year at Stanford University, when he was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
“His work,” Merck said softly, “got smaller and smaller” until he stopped drawing altogether. Rodger spent years in a locked mental facility in Eureka, and Merck became her brother’s fierce supporter when he was released to a board-and-care facility in Sacramento.
“I said, ‘absolutely not. We want Rodger around as family,’” declared Merck, who bought a nearby ranch with her husband, Al Merck, and became a forceful advocate for permanent housing for the disabled and mentally ill in Sonoma County.
Rodger’s artistic drive returned with the arrival to market of the schizophrenia drug Clozaril in 1994, and now he enjoys coming to the ranch to work on his abstract paintings and intricate notebook drawings.
“The first thing he said after 25 years was, ‘I see light. It’s like I’m at the bottom of a river looking up, and I want to paint again,’” Merck recalled.
Artists who are selected for the residency program are asked to spend a day interacting, supporting and sharing ideas with outsider artists from area nonprofits that serve the mentally ill.
Mental illness is a cause of great importance to the Warneckes. Jack’s oldest son, John Jr., an early road manager for the Grateful Dead who died of a heart attack 10 years ago, suffered from bipolar disorder.
Rosemary Milbrath, executive director of the Sonoma County chapter of the National Alliance on Mental Illness, calls the Warnecke Ranch “a healing place.”
“Our clients get to go up there and work with established professional artists,” she said. “Many of them are living in little one-bedroom apartments or group homes and they don’t even get the chance to be in a beautiful, natural place like that.”
Alice Sutro, who oversees the program, said it helps artists with disabilities “feel special and considered as professional artists.”
With converted barns, cabins, houses, carefully designed park-like grounds, gardens and wild open spaces, the ranch is as big and multifaceted as Jack Warnecke himself.
He was a formidable presence in both figure and personality. A Stanford football left tackle on the school’s undefeated “Wow Boys” team that won the 1941 Rose Bowl, Warnecke vaulted into rarified circles. Through a mutual friend, he was introduced to John F. Kennedy, who recruited him to come up with a historically sensitive redesign of Lafayette Square across from the White House.
After the president was assassinated, his widow, Jackie, turned to Warnecke to design JFK’s monumental gravesite, marked by an eternal flame. During the process, the pair became lovers.
“They loved each other equally and strongly and passionately,” said Fred Warnecke, who spent a summer in Hawaii with Jackie and even babysat her children while his father worked on the state capitol building in Honolulu.
Fred said he was told that the relationship fell apart when Robert Kennedy counseled Jackie that Warnecke, who was always on the move and whose business fortunes rose and fell, couldn’t provide the stability she needed. But the architect maintained a lifelong friendship with the former first lady and other members of the family. A wall in an art-filled home he created for himself on the ranch is filled with photos of the charismatic Kennedy clan.
Warnecke left a remarkable architectural legacy. A converted milk barn on the ranch contains his vast archives — photographs, maps, blueprints for everything from university buildings to embassies to a luxury motor home for a Saudi prince, and master plans for projects such as D.C.’s Pennsylvania Avenue. It also houses the archives from the work of Warnecke’s father, noted Bay Area architect Carl Warnecke.
Family members love giving tours to architects, planners and other design researchers. But they also simply love sharing the ranch, just as Jack Warnecke did, inviting in school groups and periodically holding open houses so the public can explore the land he loved.
“After he passed,” said Merck, “there was so much work. But we’re getting there and we’re feeling excited.”
Jessie Dirks and Charlotte Warren waking up under a bundle of blankets and sleeping bags on a cold Sunday morning in the mid-30s at a West End neighborhood park of Santa Rosa. December 1, 2013.
(Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
The rain fell hard that day. The tent he’d pitched in Howarth Park had leaked and Gerri Jackson’s bed of piled blankets was wet. His Santa Rosa Junior College math textbook was damp.
And he’d just gotten word from a campmate that someone was going to kick them out in 10 days.
“Where’m I gonna go, go, go, bro — I don’t know, I never know,” he said.
The 22-year-old’s singsong voice was just another sound in the night on a muddy hillside tangled with brush and trees, where Gerri was living with the skunks and deer.
It was better than the pavement outside Chop’s Teen Center, where he’d been sleeping days before.
“Concrete sucks the life out of you,” said Gerri, a Chicago native homeless on the streets of Santa Rosa since early 2011.
Adrift and often unknown amid the plenty of Sonoma County, homeless young people reel from abandonment or rejection, flee abuse or broken homes, exit the foster care system unmoored at 18.
They wander, their conditions anonymous, through shopping malls, parks and city centers, ride buses, scrounge free food, cigarettes and, often, drugs. They search for the next safe place to sleep.
Gerri is one of more than a thousand young people under age 24 who are the fastest growing segment of the county’s estimated 4,280 homeless residents. This year’s count revealed 277 teens between the ages 12 and 17 who have nowhere to live — a 200 percent increase in four years.
“They are terrifying statistics,” said Georgia Berland, executive officer of the Sonoma County Task Force on the Homeless.
“What does it mean to their stability, to their ability to engage in society, to be productive?” she said. “If kids are going to be growing up feeling that their community doesn’t even care enough for them to have a roof over their head, that means they’re not going to feel connected to their community. That doesn’t bode well for us.”
More housing, education, job training and employment options, and counseling services are crucial to reversing the situation, Berland said.
“We have to find some way to reconnect with these kids and find a way to help them feel valuable and cared for,” she said. “That is the most important thing we can do.”
TANGLED LIVES
The young people who come to live on Sonoma’s streets have had tangled lives and tell their stories mostly in tangents.
Gerri Jackson, 22, going back to bed next to his school books after scraping the bottom of a Skippy peanut butter and chocolate jar for his breakfast on a cold early Sunday morning in his tent in a wooded area of a Santa Rosa park. November 24, 2013. (Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
Gerri was in Chicago’s foster care system from age 5 or 6 until 18. He joined the Paragon Marketing Group, which recruits young people as salespeople, as a way to start a new life, and sold subscriptions across the country. He can still recite the sales pitch.
“I learned so much in that job,” he said.
But after he arrived in Santa Rosa, the Paragon van left town without him, taking with it his identification. He spent 100 days in jail for taking someone’s car to sleep in. Although he’s avoided other serious legal trouble, it’s been the streets for him ever since.
“You learn so much out here. All my senses are so good,” he said.
But just an hour later, in Juilliard Park, Gerri, who can at times seem dreamy, said, “The longer you’re in this, the harder it gets.”
Then he smoked a joint and played Hacky Sack with some friends.
NO SHELTER
Life on the streets possesses its own vague rhythms and dead ends.
At the end of a day spent wandering, homeless young people have literally nowhere to go. There are just six emergency shelter beds in the county for homeless teens and seven temporary beds for former foster care youth.
Adult shelters refuse those under age 18 and younger people on the streets tend to avoid shelters in general, preferring to hang out together and find other places to stay.
“Imagine being 18 and homeless and walking into a shelter full of 40- and 50- year olds. It would be frightening,” said Cat Cvengros, development director for Social Advocates for Youth, or SAY.
“They stick together in packs,” Cvengros said. “It’s largely for safety, they just feel, ‘If I’m with someone I know, someone my own age, I know I’m going to be safer.’”
She is soliciting support from business leaders and the broader community for a controversial transitional housing facility for homeless youth, proposed at the former Warrack Hospital in Santa Rosa. It would serve up to 63 former foster and homeless youth aged 18 to 24, but it faces stiff opposition from residents who fear the young people would bring trouble to their neighborhood.
KICKED OUT
Jessie Dirks and Charlotte Warren waking up from under a bundle of blankets and sleeping bags on a cold early Monday morning in a West End neighborhood park of Santa Rosa. November 25, 2013. (Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
She has bipolar disorder and was kicked out of her home in Reno, Nev., when she was 16, said Charlotte Warren, a Santa Rosa native who is now 21. She has been homeless for six years.
Six months ago, when she quit shooting and snorting meth, Charlotte bought a skateboard to get around and is getting pretty good at it. In the late summer, she got a job in Staples’ ink and toner department and skated every day to work from the Sam Jones Hall shelter about 3 miles away in southwest Santa Rosa.
But when the back-to-school season ended, she was laid off. She suggests, too, that she was finding it difficult to perform well at work because she was worrying about her boyfriend, Jesse Dirks, who had been kicked out of the shelter for having marijuana.
“I was distracted a lot,” Charlotte said. “He wouldn’t text me and I’d worry if he was OK.”
TOUGH LOVE
Jessie Dirks and Charlotte Warren. (Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
His mother was addicted to drugs, Jessie said, and he hasn’t seen her in years. He was adopted at a young age but his parents divorced, leaving him alone. He left home because his stepfather “told me, once I was 18, if I needed a place to stay or money, the answer was ‘No.’”
“He’s kind of like, tough love, learn as you go,” said Jesse, an avid skateboarder who inspired Charlotte to buy her own longboard.
So he moved out, had a baby with a woman, lost his job with Conservation Corps North Bay (for working too slowly, he said, because of a bad back), got kicked out by his girlfriend and has been homeless a year and a half.
He got in trouble over marijuana and is facing a $900 fine for possession that keeps going up because he can’t pay it.
“I can’t do anything about it, it’s just going to keep stacking and stacking and I’m going to be in debt forever,” Jesse said.
THE RUNAWAY
Jeramy Lowther Jr., 19, on his way to the Coffee House Teen Shelter in the Ridgeway neighborhood of Santa Rosa where he plans on getting his first meal of the day. (Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
Jeramy Lowther Jr., 19, was entering high school when his mother sent him from Toledo, Ohio, to Petaluma to live with his father — but he spent his first night in a homeless shelter.
Soon they found a trailer in Penngrove. But his father started drinking and they lost it. Jeramy ran away and has been alone ever since.
He’s done poorly, sleeping for months on the streets, on friends’ couches, or at Coffee House, SAY’s teen shelter on Santa Rosa’s Ripley Street.
He’s done well, too, graduating from Sonoma’s Hanna Boys Center, where he was voted most helpful student in 2012, moving into SAY’s transitional housing facility, Tamayo House, on Yulupa Avenue in Santa Rosa, and attending Santa Rosa Junior College. He wants to be an engineer.
But Jeramy decided he wanted to reconnect with his mother. His mentors at SAY and Hanna Boys Center were concerned: Jeramy’s life was finally stable; his mother’s life was muddied by drugs. He missed her, though, and in June he left for Toledo.
There he lived in several gang-ridden neighborhoods, held two jobs and quit one, was jumped, and started drinking heavily.
“My problem is hard liquor,” he said. “If I get a bottle, I drink the whole thing.” A breakdown put him in a psychiatric wing. He has been diagnosed with major depression and compressive anxiety disorder. The hospital sent him back to Santa Rosa on a Greyhound in November.
“I’ve been through a lot of shit,” he said, looking exhausted as he sat in Coffee House, where he can’t stay anymore because it is only for youth up to age 18.
Lisa Fatu, the co-program manager of Coffee House, gave him $5. Later he bought a Black Mountain cigar for 79 cents.
“I’ve got to make this last for three or four days,” he said of the cash he had left.
THE BREAKUP
One night the wind blew so hard that power went out around Sonoma County, and Jesse and Charlotte had a fight in the west Santa Rosa park where they were living, and broke up.
Charlotte sobbed in the windstorm. Jesse left to sulk. But later they crawled into a sleeping bag together beneath a play structure. A walkway made of rubber planks for playing children to run across sheltered them.
They woke up about 7 a.m. and argued again. There still was a wind; the sunlight was not warm. Charlotte’s eyes were raw.
“Just everything. Life,” Charlotte said about the subject of their argument. Jesse said it started because he sat on a different Juilliard Park bench than she did the previous day.
The couple had been together for six months, since Charlotte got clean. The day before the breakup, she had caressed Jesse with green-painted fingernails, kissed him, and talked about their relationship.
Jessie Dirks and Charlotte Warren. (Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
“I love you,” she had said to him. “Now that we’re together it makes things so much easier. I don’t feel so alone; I’m not searching for anything.”
But in a private moment, Jesse said things were tougher than that.
Charlotte got “used to being irritated” when she was using meth, he said. “Now she’s irritated a lot. It’s hard, we fight a lot.”
But then he added: “I think it’s just our situation. Once we get on our feet it’ll get a lot easier, when we’re not together every minute.”
He was wearing a pair of Charlotte’s shoes, which were two sizes too small for him, because his had holes in them and had gotten soaked in the rains.
“It gets tiring,” he said. “You get to where you’re done. I’m tired of not having anything.”
THE TO-DO-LIST
When Jeramy got back to Sonoma County he spent the night at his grandfather’s place in Petaluma. Then, because overight guests were not allowed, he moved into a friend’s garage in South Park, a frayed neighborhood near the Sonoma County Fairgrounds. A throw rug covered part of the concrete floor and the garage was crowded with stuff — boxes, a mop, a refrigerator full of beer.
One night his friend’s parents had a screaming match and Jeramy, against his better judgment, spent the rest of his money on a pack of Camel Wides and also drank two beers.
Jeramy Lowther Jr., 19, at the Coffee House Teen Shelter in the Ridgeway neighborhood of Santa Rosa having hotdogs and chili beans as his first meal of the day. November 20, 2013. (Erik Castro / For The Press Democrat)
For breakfast, he walked to Coffee House. For lunch he went to Voices, a Mendocino Avenue nonprofit founded by foster youth for others who are leaving the foster care system.
He had a lot to do: Find a job. Find a place to live. Find a way to pay for SRJC. Remember to take his medications, which he carries in his backpack.
“I’ve had a lot of things happen, to where it’s hard to keep myself distracted,” he said of his mental illnesses. “The littlest thing can happen and it’s like a flashback. Sometimes, I feel like I’m 19 going on 40.”
Ahead of him: stops at Tamayo House and Hanna Boys Center. He needed help from both.
At Tamayo House, which has 24 beds, he applied for a room. “It could take a week, it could take six months,” he said.
He accepted a ride from a reporter to the Hanna Boys Center and walked around happily.
“Man, it’s good to be back,” he said.
On the administration building’s wall is a large photograph of Jeramy when he graduated. He is wearing a jacket and tie and his glasses (which right then he did not have, having forgotten them earlier at Tamayo House).
He sat with a Hanna caseworker to ask if he could get another Hanna scholarship for SRJC.
“We’re going to try and support you with whatever you need — but we can’t just throw money at you, because we’ve helped you in the past,” said Brad LaBass, who in June had tried to talk Jeramy out of going to Toledo.
“And a lot of that didn’t work,” Jeramy said.
“A lot of that didn’t work out,” said LaBass. After a moment, he added, “We get the pull of wanting to make it work with your family.”
Jeramy said: “Now I have my head on right; now it’s a completely different story.”
‘LITERALLY NOTHING TO DO’
One Thursday morning, Gerri walked to Summerfield Road and caught the No. 8 bus for the downtown Transit Mall. From there he took the No. 3 to Railroad Square where he hooked up with the Comfort of Hope Ministries, which was setting up at the end of Sixth Street.
Gerri Jackson. (Photo: Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
He helped unload boxes and set up a table on which was placed a serving dish of hot enchiladas. About 30 homeless people prayed together then partook, milling about the sidewalk and talking.
Later, as Gerri helped pack up, Pat Jones, a longtime activist for homeless people, watched him.
“He’s one of those hard nuts to crack; he’s just so young,” Jones said. She added, “He’s a good kid, he tries, but sometimes we’re our own worst enemies.”
Gerri walked to Juilliard Park, where he found good fortune in the form of a grocery bag containing peanut butter, bread and two oranges.
He shared it with two friends he ran into.
“Everybody that is homeless goes through boredom, because there is literally nothing to do, there is no extracurriculars,” he said.
The afternoon rolled around and Gerri went to class, Counseling 80, which prepares students to transfer to four-year colleges. Each student has prepared a presentation on the school they want to attend. Gerri’s is the University of Chicago.
“I want to make something of my life,” he said.
He sat alone in the second row from the back and settled in. When the instructor called on him, he volunteered a date that he can give his oral report.
Five days later, paperwork arrived that he’d tried for a year to get and that he needed to be eligible for a transitional housing program. But Gerri suddenly had doubts about moving inside.
“I’m not 100 percent on that,” he said. “I might not be feeling right about it. It’s just a gut feeling I have. I’m comfortable with my street smarts.”
MOVING ON
Jeramy Lowther Jr. (Erik Castro/for The Press Democrat)
Four days after getting off the Greyhound bus in Santa Rosa, Jeramy found a holiday job at a store in Santa Rosa Plaza. The manager remembered him from the year before.
“As soon as I showed my face, they wanted to hire me,” he said.
It was a seasonal job but that was OK. By the time it ended, he said, he’d be back at his SRJC studies. And it coincided with another bit of good news. His grandfather was going to talk to the property manager and see whether Jeramy could stay there until he found his own place.
“I’ve got my head on straight now,” he said.
But despite the happy developments, Jeramy looked tense. His anxiety remained, he said.
“That’s one thing I probably won’t be able to change; it just kind of sticks to me,” he said.
LOST
The morning after they broke up, Charlotte and Jesse walked to Railroad Square and, after meandering around for a bit, decided to go to the Redwood Gospel Mission.
“It’s kind of nice to have people around,” Jesse said. “We just wander around sort of aimlessly hoping to find someone to talk to.”
At the mission, they were among about 15 homeless people waiting for a meal. Charlotte found six wrapped snack bars to share with Jesse. She got ahold of some chocolate lollipops, too, and shared them with everyone else.
She looked at ease.
The same way, oddly, that she looked on another day, when she was discussing homelessness and said: “You get to where, I don’t want to say imprisoned, yeah, I’m going to say imprisoned. I just feel like I don’t know who I am anymore.”
Such feelings frequently seem to color the days of the young and homeless.
But that is not all there is. And it can change in an instant.
One day after the rain, Charlotte reached into her back pocket and pulled out a schedule for GED preparation classes at SRJC.
“My plan is to go to school, probably next semester,” she said.
Marked as they are by trauma, loss and life on the streets, many homeless youth are, like Charlotte, also distinguished by that resilient sense of possibility lost to their homeless elders, said SAY’s Cvengros.
“They haven’t gotten hopeless and it’s remarkable,” she said. “What our job is as a community, and as an organization specifically, is to get them those tools they need to get to where they want to go.”
Rischi Paul Sharma of Laguna Nigel says hello to Orent II, a Canine Companion service dog, at the Pinot for Paws event at Jordan Winery on Saturday, November 30, 2013. (photo by John Burgess/The Press Democrat)
J Vineyards & Winery’s splendid visitor center near Healdsburg went to the dogs on a glowing autumnal Saturday, and it was a good thing.
The Pinot for Paws event at Jordan Winery on Saturday, November 30, 2013. (photo by John Burgess/The Press Democrat)
The occasion was Pinot for Paws, the inventive pairing of tastings of J Pinot Noirs and encounters with the life-enhancing work of Canine Companions for Independence, the Santa Rosa-based organization that pioneered the training of service dogs for people with disabilities.
Visitors to J on Nov. 30 witnessed the remarkable and myriad ways that a helpful dog can enable and enrich a person’s life. In addition to introducing its patrons to CCI, J donated to the organization a portion of the day’s tasting fees and Pinot Noir sales.
The special day has J thinking it might introduce a Yappy Hour.
The Sonoma Magazine launch party at Buena Vista Winery, in Santa Rosa, Calif., on November 7, 2013. (Alvin Jornada / The Press Democrat)
Just-pried Hog Island oysters, freshly hand-rolled cigars, abundant local wines, intriguing conversation, a hosted El Coyote food truck, cakes nearly too beautiful to slice, a venerable winery venue — now this was a Sonoma party.
More accurately, it was the Sonoma magazine relaunch party at Sonoma Valley’s historic, 1857 Buena Vista Winery.
Hosted by principals of Sonoma Media Investments, the Nov. 7 bash premiered the expansion of the visually striking and lyrically written magazine that for years has reflected and interpreted life in Sonoma Valley. The new Sonoma magazine celebrates all of Sonoma County and its Wine Country environs.
The cookies and the collection of sweet, sweet classic sports cars alone made it a night to write home about.